Paradox

I'm drowning- Drowning by these consequences of what could have been. I live upon my world that tranquilized my mourning. My world of shameful flaws within my incandescent to be in the state of solitude.

World- such shallow things that mellows through one's life
A drug that tranquilized my friendly sin
A matter of forgiveness as I look beyond for  serene within myself
An art of committing flustered thoughts in my mind- equable